Uncertainty...

I cannot stop crying. I think the biggest lesson I have learned in this world is the fact that everything is temporary in my life. It’s only two months passed from the beginning of 2009 and I heard my second big shocking news today! (If I consider everything happened to me in December and January as one happening!)
I believe everyone’s life in this world follows some certain rules and by now I know the rule of my life. As soon as I start to get used to a stable position and start enjoying it, something unexpected happens.
No matter, how hard I try to keep it stable or how many good things I do for my friends or people in need or how many voluntarily jobs I attend, my life gets changed unexpectedly without my decision.