Repetitive Life

Since my mom left, I am in a bad mood. In the past whole year even though my life has been so restless and stressful, I had never felt depressed. I am not sure if it is because of my mom’s constant habit of comparing me with others or because of the empty feeling I have in my heart because of her absent.
I think I am thrown in the trap of useless repetitive life. It’s a long time I haven’t read any non-professional book, almost a year! I am getting mindless, as the consumerism life of North America wants it. I am becoming one of the many consumers of others thought and intelligence. I have to think of some serious change!

To be continued…