These days...

It is 3 am. I got up from a nightmare and cannot go back to sleep. Seriously, I have to visit a psychologist to see if I can do anything for my repetitive nightmares. Like my mother, I have a bad habit! It is very hard for me to forgive the betrayal of the false friends. I try not to think about them but if I remember them I feel I haven’t forgiven them. By false people, I mean people who can sell their friends for insignificant prices.
For the first time in my life, I feel I am disappointed from everything! I’m not sure if it is the effect of the overtime works for the projects I had to finish in the last few months or the bad things happened to me in the last few weeks. Whatever the reason is I am mentally very tired and the first thing I do these days after work is to turn off my cell phone and sleep. I am going to start Yoga and swimming class from next week maybe that helps!